Donnacas Posted August 26, 2014 Report Share Posted August 26, 2014 So, today was my first day of student teaching. The teaching itself was fine. Going to be a lot of work but I guess it's a distraction from my never ending misery. Lunch was awkward for me. I sat with the other teachers and everyone was talking about what the did with their husbands over the weekend and what they were cooking for them for supper. Everyone is aware of my loss so no one said much to me at all and part of that is because I didn't say much to them. It was hard enough just to sit with them and listen. Then on the way home, it hit me that there was no one to talk about my day with, or celebrate with me that I'm on my way to done. I cried all the way home. I distracted myself again by running a bunch of errands but I didn't finish everything before I found myself sitting in Jim's chair again, staring like a zombie at the tv, no idea what was on. I just can't seem to wrap my mind around the fact that he's never coming back tonight. I'm tired and miserable and I can't bear it right now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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