R.Everit55 Posted January 25, 2015 Report Share Posted January 25, 2015 I literally slept 12 hrs. It's 1:30 am. I just woke reaching my arm over to my love's side of the bed. And she isn't there. I got up feeling like someone hit me over the head and I am confused. My wife isn't here. This is reality. The last 15 days haven't been a nightmare. The months prior weren't a nightmare. I only want to lay down again next to my precious and talk to her, hold her hand and tell her how sorry I am that this angry evil disease got her and took her. I now cannot go into our room right now. I can't rest on our bed. Not feeling like this. We got snow and we got ice then more snow on top of it here in southern CT. Little Man is itching to go out. Not me. Not feeling sick still and aching for all of this to be a terrible nightmare. Anyone else ever wake and just are confused and like your in another person's nightmare? Butch Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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