jess77 Posted February 13, 2015 Report Share Posted February 13, 2015 My beautiful 13 year old golden Axil had to be put to sleep yesterday. I don't know what to do with myself. All I do is cry. I have 3 kids, a husband and another dog and cat to take care of. But he was my best friend, 5 weeks ago he was sick and had to have surgery and we found out he had cancer. He came home and was doing great, following me cross country skiing, playing outside. We did homeopathic treatments, switched his food to all homemade but 1.5 weeks ago he stopped walking which we thought was vestibular diease well it wasn't the cancer it turned out was in his brain. He started having seizures Wednesday but we didn't know what they were, by yesterday I knew something wasn't right and I was desperate to have him not in pain nothing I did helped. I thought if I loved him enough I could will the cancer away. I truly did not believe he would die. We had to take him in and put him to sleep he was in so much pain. I loved him so much I gave up but now all I do is cry. I just don't know how I am gonna get through this, he wasn't just a dog, he was my son and my best friend. What I am going to do. My heart is breaking. I don't think this is ever going to get better, there was no one like him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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