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For my beloved man Jan forever.

You´re the most beautiful being for me,

only you I want still and forever to see,

you´re the ornament of heaven so clear,

your blue eyes can light up stars near.

I love you and miss you all day long,

just let it play,you´re of my heart song,

you´re such pure love as only can be,

so much,my dearest,you mean to me.

 

With love Janka

 

 

 

 

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For my beloved man Jan for eternity.

There are no words describing how I feel,

what I go through without you is not real,

I´d love to spend my time where you are,

as you my only one are still my shining star.

Lay your hand on my heart as your sign,

there are deep wounds but they´re mine,

your love may heal what makes me hurt,

you bring to my window a singing bird.

There´s no word to say that I miss you so,

I can tell you a dozens of time although,

I give you all my life,my and dearest Jan,

into your arms I belong and I always run.

 

With love Janka

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We had many beautiful dreams planned together,

believing that we go on living now and forever,

I can´t stop my heart´s bleeding,my beloved Jan,

you´re the angel from above,mine and only one.

                         I Love You Kiss Heart

                               Janka

 

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Guest Janka

For my beloved man Jan,from the bottom of my heart,always and forever...Janicek-taverna.jpg

"Old memory lane brings me back to you,
there is veil of roses as my point of view,
so number of times,
I heard their replies,
running to you is what I see now due."

...with love Janka

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Guest Janka

Happy birthday,my beloved Jan!

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My dearest and only one,write you in the night,

seems to me so sad and want to hold you tight,

thinking how long it´s been without you by now

brings a tear in my eye as my heart cries loud.

 

The time is a river flowing around us forever,

it´s touching my broken heart more than ever,

there´re no words to say how much I miss you,

just close my eyes and would love to kiss you.

 

This sleepless night takes my happiness away,

it makes me want you back in my life to stay,

wrap up my grief in a bouquet of magic words

to dust off the pain that makes me feel it hurts.

 

I suffer grief,twists and turns of my life,

what would you have said being alive?

Pouring out the feelings I bring inside

perhaps may help me see the sunlight.

 

Let me write you poems from the heart,

just like this would like to my day start,

not all by myself,the God is here with me,

shows me the right way my life should be.

 

One day we´ll meet face to face,my dear,

hand in hand without pain,grief and fear,

memory lanes bring me to you,beloved Jan,

into your loving arms only I´ll always run.

With love,

forever yours,

Janka

 

 

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My Dear Janka -

I am so sorry we weren't able to get together.  You live in a spectacular part of Europe by the way and I would have so much enjoyed meeting for lunch.

 

I love your poems and choice of music.

 

Brad

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On ‎4‎.‎6‎.‎2017 at 11:55 PM, Brad said:

My Dear Janka -

I am so sorry we weren't able to get together.  You live in a spectacular part of Europe by the way and I would have so much enjoyed meeting for lunch.

 

I love your poems and choice of music.

 

Brad

My dearest friend!

I can´t explain you what I´ve been going through so far,but I´ll tell you when the right time comes.

If you can put your postal address in PM,I´ll write you the more in the letter then.I promise you that.

I truly hope that you´re doing better now and really look forward to hear from you soon once again.

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For my good and kind Brad,

with love Janka

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On ‎27‎.‎10‎.‎2017 at 11:42 PM, Gwenivere said:

I'm going to pull up a chair next to you, Janka, as I am feeling the same way today.  Hope you don't mind some company.  💔

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On 10/10/2017 at 5:47 PM, Janka said:

My dearest friend!

I can´t explain you what I´ve been going through so far,but I´ll tell you when the right time comes.

If you can put your postal address in PM,I´ll write you the more in the letter then.I promise you that.

 

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My dear Janka, 

I’m so sorry to hear how you’re struggling. With grief, timing is everything and I understand. There will be a right time for you to write your thoughts and pain. 

I’m not here as much since I’ve gone back to teaching. But I do think about all of us frequently. 

I do hope life is better than it was a few weeks ago. 

You have shared so much wonderful music with me.  I think of you every time Ernesto comes on.  Thank you for that.

Your dear friend

Brad 

 

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I didn´t sleep from yesterday,my beloved Jan...I´m so sad and lonely,there is no one to hold me now...I feel such anxiety and the tears in my eyes again...How will I go on without you for the rest of my whole days ???

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                                                   With love Janka

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On ‎16‎.‎5‎.‎2017 at 1:03 AM, enna said:

Hi Janka,

Memories are always with us, aren't they?  I love the video.  Thank you for sharing this. :wub:

Anne

Dear Anne!

So nice to hear from you again!Thank you for all of your responses to my post!I appreciate it a lot.

Hugs from Janka

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My dearest,the best,the most beautiful and the only one Jan!

I asked God and you too to show me the right way in my life after all those 6 long years of loneliness and you´ve got to know me your wish tonight.

When we both were living together for all of those 5 years,we always talked to each other that we´ll never find anybody else anymore if some of us two will die.Today you showed me your wish and if you wish so,I wish that too.I´ll stay alone for the rest of my life,waiting for you to come and take me away from here to the better world you´re waiting for me to come.

People in this world lie and betray,but you never did it to me,my angel,and I´ll never do it to you as well.

It´s been 6 long years since you left this world and I haven´t kissed,touched or made love with anybody else by now.

I´m decided to stay like this,so please,don´t keep me waiting too long as I have no happiness in this world anymore.

You´re my everything I live for every day and night,my everlasting and the only one love.

 

With love,
forever yours,
Janka

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