annew Posted April 13, 2015 Report Share Posted April 13, 2015 While I am doing well in healing my grief, there is one area where I keep feeling most stuck and it is most painful because of its stuckness. I sat here for two weeks while my husband was dying and didn't realize the shortness of breath he had was his body shutting down....makes it hard to get to "it was his time," and the peace there. Even since he passed he tells me in my heart that same thing, "it was time." I am one of those that feels so responsible for everything and most definitely for him. I feel as though I let him die and should have made him go to the doctor sooner. He was trying to get dressed to go the morning he died. If I had not been so exhausted and out of it myself he might still be here. Please help me understand that I didn't do anything wrong, please help me accept it was time and not my fault for not taking good enough care of him. I love/d him with all my heart and it still feels as though it was not good enough. Thank you for listening. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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