R.Everit55 Posted April 21, 2015 Report Share Posted April 21, 2015 I am struggling with so much. Tomorrow is the saddest day 24 years ago that mine and Mary's hearts were shattered... More than that... Hopes, dreams, futures, love... So much lost when we lost our twins baby girls at 27 weeks gestation. I have honestly never quite dealt with that as I vowed to be strong for her that day in my heart and hold her up. As well as be a strong Daddy to our Son. And so that is indeed what I did. I loved like our world depended on it. I don't know why God took our little ones from us before it was their time to be able to fight and live on their own. And I don't question God even now. They were meant to be Angels together. And that they were and are. April 30th would be our 26th wedding anniversary. And I feel like I am letting her down. For a reason I cannot find words yet to say here. Almost 35 years together and almost 26 years married. A beautiful son... Two beautiful grandsons... And two tiny baby girls who are resting in Mary's arms in Heaven. Yet I am letting her down. I feel like a coward. And I am ashamed. That's all... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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