Guest Janka Posted November 8, 2015 Report Share Posted November 8, 2015 Dear Gwen,it´s gonna be your Steve´s birthday tomorrow,so I´d like to tell you how much I think of you hoping that his day will be full of beautiful memories of you two.You know that he is still with you and loving you forever.Send you hugs!Janka Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gwenivere Posted November 8, 2015 Report Share Posted November 8, 2015 Thank you, Janka. I have no idea what the day will bring. Last year I was in shock, so little registered with me. Having just been punched in the gut of the years anniversary at the end of October and not handling that well, I hope this isn't as bad. He would have been 64 and the Beatles song keeps running thru my mind. Would I still need him? Would I still feed him when he was 64? You betcha! Hugs to you too. I know the anniversary is coming up for you this week about Jan. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted November 9, 2015 Report Share Posted November 9, 2015 Thinking of you... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KATPILOT Posted November 9, 2015 Report Share Posted November 9, 2015 Yes, Happy Birthday to Steve Gwenivere and I have no doubt that he knows you still need him! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
enna Posted November 9, 2015 Report Share Posted November 9, 2015 Acknowledging your Steve's birthday, Gwenivere. I hope your day is peaceful. Anniversaries are so hard. How did the day go for you? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gwenivere Posted November 10, 2015 Report Share Posted November 10, 2015 I had a long cry last night. I thought about doing something, but without him, it seems empty to do so. I don't even remember last year at this time as I was in shock 2 weeks after his death. I will light his candle as I have every night since he left. Thank you all for your caring. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted November 10, 2015 Report Share Posted November 10, 2015 Sending you big hugs. My husband died five days after his birthday, his gift came in the mail after he died (it was backordered). I know how tough it is to have the anv. of death and bdy at the same time of year. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gwenivere Posted November 10, 2015 Report Share Posted November 10, 2015 Oh, Kay......how terribly painful to get that package. Sometimes I wonder if we ever get to a place there isn't something that will keep picking at that wound. My heart still sinks at mail addressed to him. Or places he was involved with that call to talk to him. I think I would have lost it seeing a box on my door for him. I'm so sorry that happened to you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted November 10, 2015 Report Share Posted November 10, 2015 The ones I hate are when someone calls for him saying they'd like to speak to him. I tell them I'd like to too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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