Tammy's Story And My Feelings Of Guilt

This post will long (and emotional) but I hope you stick with it... I loved my wife Tammy with ever fiber of my being and no one ever loved me the way she did. It's only been 19 days and the pain is unbearable. I know I'm in the early stages of grief and the shock hasn't even worn off. I can only imagine how difficult this journey is going to be. The crying, the feeling that I'm all alone, the hopelessness, the anxiety, the feeling that I don't know how I'm going to get through this and surv

Dear Mitch, I'm so sorry for the loss of your dear Tammy. It is not your fault. You, like myself, were a truly devoted most loving husband to your wife. I lost my wife, Mary, 11 weeks ago Friday night. She too had many health issues, fibromyalgia, lupus, heart disease, kidney disease, Parkinson's, but it was ALS that stole her from me on Jan 9. I was by her side through so many hospital and nursing home stays, caring for her twin brothers who passed on nine years apart age 43 in 2004 and a