betsey

yes, there was love. I loved him heart and soul.. He made my heart light. I did his too..

the missing.. oh I miss him.. I only knew him a short while and I never IMAGINED he'd be gone..He was too young..

he had an operation on his leg and was in the hospital..He got pnemonia and died that fast.. He was a bright light in a world of darkness...I loved him so..The circumstances of his passing have caused a trauma in me.

I feel as if I am going to die.. The world looks so bleak anymore..

I don't know who I am..

I am not gonna drink I am gonna cry.

I don't wanna believe it either.

I have eaten when I did not want to.

I have not gotten drunk when I wanted to.

you touched me deeply..I hope I did the same for you.