Normally I would be writting in my "mom's" jounal but I came here.On October 8 ----, that was my mother's birthday, she would have been 51 y.o.
She did not like birthday's but deep down I know she did cuse no one forgot about her. She was my best friend,she was there to see her 1st gran dauther born.I have not had a real wedding yetbutoneday I hope to have one, but insted I and my husband of 5 years had a court house wedding with his parents,my mom and her boyfriend. My mother and my husband's mother was our wittnesses. They signed our marriage certificate. And I wear her neck lece everyday. And I give her pitcher that took when I was 17 it sits on myside of the bed and I give her kiss everynight before I go to bed, and a Good morning kiss when I get up. I was there when she past that night, some times I wish I was there when the nurse said that both had a good conversion??//But when I was there I held her hand,she she sqweezed my hand she knew I was there, I offten wish she could have talke to even if she said she scared AT LEAST I COULD HAVEBEEN SCARED WITH HER. But she could not even tell me BYE I LOVE YOU. I hvae so much more to say but my typing is not fast enough. And thx to Hospice for this WebSite. It means alot to me as well as to others.
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Normally I would be writting in my "mom's" jounal but I came here.On October 8 ----, that was my mother's birthday, she would have been 51 y.o.
She did not like birthday's but deep down I know she did cuse no one forgot about her. She was my best friend,she was there to see her 1st gran dauther born.I have not had a real wedding yetbutoneday I hope to have one, but insted I and my husband of 5 years had a court house wedding with his parents,my mom and her boyfriend. My mother and my husband's mother was our wittnesses. They signed our marriage certificate. And I wear her neck lece everyday. And I give her pitcher that took when I was 17 it sits on myside of the bed and I give her kiss everynight before I go to bed, and a Good morning kiss when I get up. I was there when she past that night, some times I wish I was there when the nurse said that both had a good conversion??//But when I was there I held her hand,she she sqweezed my hand she knew I was there, I offten wish she could have talke to even if she said she scared AT LEAST I COULD HAVEBEEN SCARED WITH HER. But she could not even tell me BYE I LOVE YOU. I hvae so much more to say but my typing is not fast enough. And thx to Hospice for this WebSite. It means alot to me as well as to others.