It's hard for me to deal with it too. I lost my mom last month suddenly. She was only 56. I lost my father 5 years ago. I feel so sad. This morning I couldn't even get out of bed. I finally forced myself and went to work. A co-worker took me out to lunch and I tried my best to put on a straight face. But all I could think about was dying. I'm just so hurt and shocked. It took me 3 years to be able to say my father's name without tearing up. It scares me about my mother since we were so close. I helped her out after my father passed. She was my best friend. How long will it take me? Years....years until I'm gone. This is too painful. I can't think to live another day without her. She needs me and I need her. How could she just leave?!
Can't Seem To Move On
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