I too, have been looking for something to help me with my grief. My son, Chad (25 yrs old) also died suddenly in a car accident Mar.16, 2009, they said that he probably died quickly. To read your words :
"The desire to see him again and hold him is at times overwhelming. I have frantically gone through his room looking for items that I know he was the last one to touch in the hopes I could feel him or that he would somehow rub off on me. He's barely off my mind for a minute."
This is exactly what I have been going through the last few days. In some ways I feel like I am getting worst then better, but this may be normal after reading your message.
I have an older daughter and grand-baby that live out of state. Two step -sons, one is married with 8 mo. old twins, and the other is off finishing law school. Chad was the youngest, late to mature, but had much potiental and was looking at going back to school. He was a considerate loving person like your son. His easy going spirit made us all feel good in any situation. I just hate he is gone.
Our Son Has Died And Our World Has Been Shattered
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