bam

My husband of almost 47 years passed away 9/10/9. I feel completly numb. I feel like I'm going to wake up and this is going to be a dream a bad dream. He should be walking in the door any time now. When will it sink in that he is gone forever? I have not moved anything. His cloths are still in the same place. Will this just hit like a ton of bricks or what.

Bam, Arizona

I lost my best friend my husband of almost 47 years, 4 weeks ago tonight. His 65th birthday was Sunday the 4th and we had a picnic and the grand kids sent balloons with notes in to their Papa. If I had 5 minuets I would just hold him and love him and never say good bye. I miss him so much. It's okay during the day while I work but at night when I'm home alone I can't stand it. I miss him so much. The house is so quiet. He was my whole life. I write to him every night and let him know what happens during the day and I feel I can at least stay in touch with him. It really helps to read quotes because I think I feel like some of you. Thanks for your time. God Bless You All. Bam