lonemare

Thank you Nancy....

Right now its almost midnight,and Ive been just trying to sleep, but cant.. its so lonely without him here. I wrap up in in his favorite blanket, and breathe in his smell. I play with his <our> cats and go over his pictures, just trying to grasp something solid thats him, you know?

I will probaly be on this board awhile. There are words of comfort here, and understanding. I appreciate your answering me, thank you so much, and again, im so sorry for your loss.

I dont know what to do, or how to think, I feel so lost. 11 months for you, im so sorry. My future husband died yesterday, and im just so torn I can hardly manage anything. Tomorrow is the graveside service, then what? I dont know what im going to do without him. There is no Christmas. Tell me, what has helped you the most to cope with all the heartache, im beyond grief.