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Hi My name is Jeanie I am new on this site. I went to thise site because I have had a lot of losses in my life and had another loss yesterday morning when my little 8 year nephew had a foot operation and died right on the table during the surgery because his heart was enlarged. It was unsuspected.
Just a year ago May, my older brother was killed in a pecular way and with in that week my mentor who I use to do ministry with was killed in a car accident and a few months later my aunt dies. This has all taken place in this last year.
Yesterday when my little nephew died I took it hard and it brought up such deep grief and pain I do not even understand. I could not face his parents who I am close to,to even say I'm sorry for your loss because it was to painful.One to see them hurt and my own pain surfaced I was like what is wrong with me!
My whole life I had my friends die those close to me I wont tell you how because each one was horrific.
I need help in understanding myself and what I am going through. I feel so separated from everyone nd very alone. I can't stop crying and think I should be passed all this.
Why am I hutig so bad?
Thanks
Jeanie
I Lost My Brother
in Loss of a Sibling or Twin
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HI I to am new to this group. I lost my brother last May do to an unsolved mistry. It is normal to have times where you grieve the loss,sometimes I would question myself like why am I feeling like this or should'nt I be over this by now! THe truth is it is a process you walk through and it takes time.
Blessings to you and I am sorry for this loss.You will be ok and you will get through it be encouraged.
Jeanie