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I sleep well at night and I'm happy. I have shared an amazing love and just because my young wife stepped off planet earth last month the love stayed behind.

Four years? Oh my, my poor friend. I don't know what to say.

Thanks, Mary. Right now I feel pretty good...overall. 5 months and each worse than the next where the news never got better. I was well prepared except for the last 3 days or so. I will always be grateful that my daughter was not there to see what I saw in the end. Those are images she need not retain.

I am looking forward to the rest of my life as a single / widowed man. I don't know what will be coming down the road but I will emrace it. My daughter and I will be going to some group meetings starting this Thursday night in Scottsdale. Larry

My first post: I learned about "Anticipatory Grief" on Friday in my first one-on-one with my HOV counselor. I knew what I was going through but didn't know what it was called. I wonder if my wife, clinical psychologist, knew the term. Will never know. She passed away on January 1, 2013 at 1:00 am. She was 57...