AllyGram

I'm having such a hard time. I don't want to eat, I don't want to go to work, I don't want to see anyone, I don't want to talk to anyone. I just don't know how to deal with this. I have an appointment with my doctor today hoping I can get something, anything, to help me.

Thank you so much for your reply. I try to breath through the rough moments but there are just so many of them. I'm just so done. Without Bob, I have nothing.

My beloved husband died on February 26th. I came home and found him. They suspect it was a heart attack, a side effect of the medication he was taking for kidney cancer he'd been fighting for almost 15 years.

I'm lost without him. We'd been together almost 26 years, married for almost 20. I'm just lost. We were so close. We never just said 'I love you', it was always 'I love you more'. Those were the last words I said to him. I went to work and then he was gone.

How am I supposed to go on?