Kittykat

she died on thursday morning......I feel numb,lost, I don't even know how to feel....the hardest part is that I barely remember her the way she was like before her disease started destroying her mind....

She's had Alzheimer's for many years now

Yesterday my parents told me they expect her to die within the next few days

I don't know how to deal with this

I know she's old and she had a full life and she hasn't really mentally been here for a few years

But I'm still sad

Especially since I already have depression ,I'm scared of what will happen to me when she dies......