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Thanks KayC.....good point to have a plan for challenging and difficult times.......interesting, how we know how to logically handle some of the issues related to grieving, yet emotionally it is a totally different situation........seems as though the heart, (at least mine) is not connected to the brain anymore............my heart is speaking for itself....... ❤️........

James,

Maybe you can try inviting her to join you when you do something...I carry my George with me everywhere, I don't feel he ever leaves me. I know I wish I could see him, touch him, hear a verbal response, but I do talk to him in my mind a lot (and sometimes audibly or in written form). He's a part of me I'll never lose, it's just how it is. I'm sure a psychologist who didn't understand grief/loss would think me nuts, but that's okay, I won't tell on myself!

I'm crying as I read through the responses to my post......thank you to all the posted......I offer my condolences re your individual loss......

July 11 is close and my heart feels it....❤️..I miss him so.....I miss his spirit of caring, the calm spirit of his presence.......I'm trying hard to take care of myself.......sleep, eat, exercise and attend to my spiritual needs.......yet I feel as if I am just going through the motions.......I've lost my footing somehow.....

I think I will stay on this site......feels comfortable and safe at this time......

Peace,

Cally

July 11, is again in the offing.........and I can already feel the heaviness......2 years ago, my wonderful Hubby passed from this world........sadness and missing him so terribly overwhelms me......July is devastating.........since he's been gone, I'm changed........can't make a decision....if I make a simple commitment, I change it......one day I want/ like something, the next day I do not......make vacation plans and never follow through.......I feel as though I have lost my footing, my foundation.......is the inability to make a decision part of grief?????? Is anyone out there experiencing the same feelings......please share if so.......thanks

I am new to this site.......as of today....so please forgive if something is amiss.....

Peace,