I ALSO LOST MY BROTHER DAVID 2 WEEKS AGO . HE WAS 46. HE DIED OF A ACCIDENTAL OVERDOSE OF OXYCOTIN. I FEEL SO SAD THE PAIN IS GUT WRENCHING. I DIDNT SEE HIM FOR 2 YEARS, BECAUSE HE STAYED AWAY FROM THE FAMILY. ALL THE DETAILS OF WHAT HAPPENED AND READING THE CORNORS REPORT THIS WEEK END WAS HARD. I FEEL SAD, ANGRY, TIRED MY EMOTIONS ARE ALL OVER THE PLACE. I JUST WENT BACK TO WORK THE SAME WEEK THIS ALL HAPPENED,SO I HAVE TO TRY TO ACT LIKE IM OK WHEN IM THERE. BUT REALLY I FEEL NUMB, EMPTY AND WOULD RATHER BE BY MY SELF RIGHT NOW. I WILL MISS HIM DEARLY. HE HAD A GOOD HEART AND LOVED HIS 2 YOUNG BOYS.THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I LOST A FAMILY MEMBER. I NEVER EXPECTED FOR HIM TO DIE SO SOON. I DO HAVE FAITH AND BELEIVE HE IS FREE NOW. BUT I STILL WILL MISS SEEING HIM. I HOPE YOU WILL FIND SOME COMFORT TODAY KNOWING I UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL . GOD BLESS
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I ALSO LOST MY BROTHER DAVID 2 WEEKS AGO . HE WAS 46. HE DIED OF A ACCIDENTAL OVERDOSE OF OXYCOTIN. I FEEL SO SAD THE PAIN IS GUT WRENCHING. I DIDNT SEE HIM FOR 2 YEARS, BECAUSE HE STAYED AWAY FROM THE FAMILY. ALL THE DETAILS OF WHAT HAPPENED AND READING THE CORNORS REPORT THIS WEEK END WAS HARD. I FEEL SAD, ANGRY, TIRED MY EMOTIONS ARE ALL OVER THE PLACE. I JUST WENT BACK TO WORK THE SAME WEEK THIS ALL HAPPENED,SO I HAVE TO TRY TO ACT LIKE IM OK WHEN IM THERE. BUT REALLY I FEEL NUMB, EMPTY AND WOULD RATHER BE BY MY SELF RIGHT NOW. I WILL MISS HIM DEARLY. HE HAD A GOOD HEART AND LOVED HIS 2 YOUNG BOYS.THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I LOST A FAMILY MEMBER. I NEVER EXPECTED FOR HIM TO DIE SO SOON. I DO HAVE FAITH AND BELEIVE HE IS FREE NOW. BUT I STILL WILL MISS SEEING HIM. I HOPE YOU WILL FIND SOME COMFORT TODAY KNOWING I UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL . GOD BLESS