Charitylaurel

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I am so sorry for your loss KayC and MartyT....our Mama's are forever in our hearts...

Thank you both....I was/am so connected to my Mama. She was everything to me....my grief is as deep as it gets....hugs

Hi:)

 MY Mama died in January of 2015. The first year of my grief was so different than now. I have this "lack of joy" that just sits with me all day everyday. My self esteem is just so rocky. MY body is always tight and stiff. I feel like I will not be able to forge a future without my beloved Mama. I am a very positive and deeply spiritual woman so this new dark is so tough. I do see a grief counselor and I think I am grieving well. I just wanted to hear from others that are past their first year. I feel pretty alone in all this so any words are welcome. thank you all..hugs