I am close to the 2nd anniversary of my husband's death. It happened on January 4th, 2016, 3 days after my 40th birthday. I don't want to sound insensitive, but I hate seeing people being happy, especially, couples...and...here I am...another holiday season without my husband. Walter loved Christmas. He would cook and bake. It was a joy to watch him in the kitchen. Now...nothing. I haven't cooked since the day he died. I feel so miserable. I cannot describe it in words. I can't sleep. The anti-depressant medicine is not working anymore. It made me feel worse than before I started taking it.
I apologize for ruining the holiday spirit. It's just that I am very sad.
I dread the hoildays
in Loss of a Spouse, Partner, or Significant Other
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Hello, everyone,
I am close to the 2nd anniversary of my husband's death. It happened on January 4th, 2016, 3 days after my 40th birthday. I don't want to sound insensitive, but I hate seeing people being happy, especially, couples...and...here I am...another holiday season without my husband. Walter loved Christmas. He would cook and bake. It was a joy to watch him in the kitchen. Now...nothing. I haven't cooked since the day he died. I feel so miserable. I cannot describe it in words. I can't sleep. The anti-depressant medicine is not working anymore. It made me feel worse than before I started taking it.
I apologize for ruining the holiday spirit. It's just that I am very sad.
Thank you for reading my post.
Alina