I killed my kitten last night. I was putting clothes in the dryer and he jumped in I went along with it playing and kept putting clothes in and dyer sheets I shut the door and left not thinking anything about it. I went upstairs heard banging paused tv and music bc I was cleaning. Finally after 10 min I went to check it out. I knew instantly my cat was in there. Lifeless and what I assumed almost dead I had to pull him out and carry him dead and lifeless and just I cant explain how his body was. It's inbeded In my head. I'm not handling this well at all. Images thoughts smell. Replaying it over and over. I cant do my laundry. I know its just a kitten but he was my best friend and I killed him. All I can think is what he was going through wondering why I shut it suffering helpless, all bc of a careless mistake. How will I recover from this. It's haunting I cant stop living it back iver and over again. The what ifs r the worst.
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I killed my kitten last night. I was putting clothes in the dryer and he jumped in I went along with it playing and kept putting clothes in and dyer sheets I shut the door and left not thinking anything about it. I went upstairs heard banging paused tv and music bc I was cleaning. Finally after 10 min I went to check it out. I knew instantly my cat was in there. Lifeless and what I assumed almost dead I had to pull him out and carry him dead and lifeless and just I cant explain how his body was. It's inbeded In my head. I'm not handling this well at all. Images thoughts smell. Replaying it over and over. I cant do my laundry. I know its just a kitten but he was my best friend and I killed him. All I can think is what he was going through wondering why I shut it suffering helpless, all bc of a careless mistake. How will I recover from this. It's haunting I cant stop living it back iver and over again. The what ifs r the worst.