So we moved to Colorado from indiana and everything was good I talked to my mom everyday and I mean everyday and sometimes about nothing. We then had a baby girl and my mom was able to visit us just once when she was like 4 weeks old. Then just before my daughter turned two I got a call from my mom's work saying they haven't heard from her and she missed her doctors appointment which is totally not like her. So with me being so far away I called my dad, my brother and finally told her work to send the police thinking she might have fallen but is okay and while doing that I called my mom every 2 minutes. My brother called me to say she was gone. Everyday at 9:00am I relive it. It has been 2 years so I can't figure out why I feel like it's my fault like if I was there I would have made her go I would have taken her. When does the guilt go away. I also partilly blame my husband because if we never moved it would have been there. I have kept this all inside and never talked about it even right after she was gone.
Losing my mother
in Loss of a Parent or Grandparent
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So we moved to Colorado from indiana and everything was good I talked to my mom everyday and I mean everyday and sometimes about nothing. We then had a baby girl and my mom was able to visit us just once when she was like 4 weeks old. Then just before my daughter turned two I got a call from my mom's work saying they haven't heard from her and she missed her doctors appointment which is totally not like her. So with me being so far away I called my dad, my brother and finally told her work to send the police thinking she might have fallen but is okay and while doing that I called my mom every 2 minutes. My brother called me to say she was gone. Everyday at 9:00am I relive it. It has been 2 years so I can't figure out why I feel like it's my fault like if I was there I would have made her go I would have taken her. When does the guilt go away. I also partilly blame my husband because if we never moved it would have been there. I have kept this all inside and never talked about it even right after she was gone.