captjack8642

+Tthanks for the advice...I am just so lost .I can't see any thing over the blackness in front of me.

1 minute ago, Kieron said:

I am so sorry.  The tearing pain is the worst in these days and weeks and months immediately after.  It really feels like having been torn in half, ripped out of the ground like a deeply-rooted plant and left to slowly wither.  😟 We understand all too well.

My wife died on Nov 17. I am completely lost...I can't make it real. I still hear her. Oh God help me.