CassandraP

Will I ever forgive myself

8 minutes ago, MartyT said:

Clearly you were on the horns of a dilemma, Cassandra, and you chose to do what was best for your Lizzie. Taking her with you would have met your need to have her with you, but not doing so required you to put her needs before your own. That seems to me to be a selfless act that demonstrates the love you have for her. ♥️ 

Thank you♥️ she's my entire world

August 1 2019 you were taken away from us. And it's my fault. If I held the leash tighter you wouldn't have gone away and followed your natural instincts. You wouldn't have faced a judge with the mindset that your breed is a bad breed, you wouldn't have been labeled as the junkyard dog. The dog killer. I love you so much and I'm so so sorry I failed you Caesar. I'm sorry. 

I thought about taking her on vacation but she was so old she wouldn't have been able to handle it. I should've taken her 

My baby girl Lizzie, my long haired chihuahua, she died when I was on vacation. I wasn't there during her last hours and I promised her I'd always be there when she needed me there. She lived to be 21 I miss her more than anything