Tonkafiffy

Hi Kayc, thank you for your post.  I cant bear to throw his things out, I have decided to keep them all.  I occupy my mind by decorating my Tonka's corner. put up photos of happy times when he was young, funny and energetic,  I keep talking to him and somehow I found it can relieve some of my pain. 

I loved the cartoons.. . Dogs are truly amazing how they can impact our life.  I am so thankful my dog was in my life for the last 14 years.

I can so relate to your feelings.  I lost my dog of 14 years 9 days ago..it was the most horrible feeling.  The sadness, the emptiness and the regrets, the constant what-ifs and the why didnt I? I should have...  I keep relieving the last two days of his life.  It just consumed all my energy and beings.  I cant sleep and I cant eat much.  

make a Macy corner for her, put up some happy memories, photos and etc.  I found it somehow therapeutic,  knowing and keep reminding yourself she is now free from any pain and is happy running about in the rainbow bridge (although I dont know if this is true, but I need to believe it to relive my pain).  Hopefully, as times go on, we can learn to live with the pain and sadness of losing our best friend.