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and now my Dad is in hospice.  he just couldn't recover from covid.

ty

thank you Kayc.

thank you.  having my feelings validated helps.  I think I need to share more.  I will take some time to decide where the safe places are for me.

My brother died of covid on Aug. 30th.  I am still so angry.  He chose not to be vaccinated or wear a mask.  I found out he was in the ICU when my sister-in-law posted on fb.  He left 5 children; the youngest two are in high school.  18 days later (10 days after my brothers calling hours and funeral) my mom died of a massive heart attack.  That same day my Dad tested positive for covid.  The family physician said that if mom had lived 12-36 hours longer she too would have been covid positive.  This means that my parents probably contracted covid during my brothers calling hours on Sept. 7.  I did not attend my brothers calling hours or funeral.  I knew there would be no precautions taken.  I am still dumbstruck and angry.  I work for a funeral home so I did go and see my brother's body for closure.  My husband and I had a memorial service for him at our home (we live about 5 1/2 hours away).  I did go see my Dad after mom passed away.  If I am with my Dad I am masked.  He is in a rehab, having trouble recovering.  He is currently holding his own now.