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teny

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  1. thank you all so much.I hope that we can find peace and some regular life again.Greece is a country that has sufered alot through itshistory like but now it looks like a civil war once more.I never thought that in 20015 my children are going to live undrer a communist regime.My dear husband had to leave his oun country in 1955 when he was a small child underthe same situation.I keep praying that my family will not have again the same fate Love from far away.Teny

  2. happy new year to all my far away friends..Kay thank you for remembering my countrys broblems.economy is a desaster we are now having elections with great fear that the communist party is going to winn.Im trying to keep my workshop working but I fear not for very long.Beeing active gives me and creative is keeping me alive .When I dont work my mind wondera around memories and the life that is gone for ever.Please pray for my country.Love from far away.Teny

  3. hellow my far away friend. IM so sorry you feel that way but I do understand . I have the same feeling and some days I want to run away and hide . nothing gives me pleasure and keep asking WHY.I had Yiany in me life the only man I ever met and we were so in love.I try to find confort looking at my children that are part of him.YOU gave me confort when I first came here.I want you to know that Im thinking of you and hope that you will find strenght again.I wish I could expres my thoughts better.I can do better in my native laguage but it is all Greek toyou! love from far away.Teny

  4. hellow my far away friends .It has been 6 years for me and talk to him every day and night.ask for advise ask for strength so I can go on.I have a new grandauter that I adore but Im so sorry he was not here when she was born.I talk to him about her and how much I miss him.Life is very dificult in my country so please pray so I can go on and have a better future for my children. For some of you that are new I live in Athens Greece.

  5. I just visited and found out that months ago WEndy was here! I visit very often and read the old and new friends.After 6 years Im doing better but not well.The dificult situetion in my country does not help .people are suffering job losses and life as we knew it has gone it seems like most of us espesialy in the city are grieving many losses.I will never foget the support I found from all of you my far away friends. love Teny

  6. hellow my far away friends .remember me? I dont post but I do read and Im so sorry for all of you that had to be here.Today is 6 years for me grief has changed face but still here.I do miss him and my life we had together.I feel like a differend person and I wonder if he would love the new me the same.Some days the waves of grief are so hard like starting all over again then hope comes in the face of my litle grand daughter and I try to be present to life.Situation here in Greece is so hard so many people are suffering being homeles and without jobs and food so grief and disapointment are all over.The 6 years of grief are long and hard but when you have no hope of abetter future at least for your children it gets even harder.Wish you all find hope and be strong in that road of tears.Love from faraway.Teny

  7. hellow hary Im an old member here .IM sorry that you you also had to come to this site.I read your posts and admmmmire your way of desribing your

    feelings. I can not use the language because Greek is my native.I just came back from the cemetery and have the same anger like you.I was also thinking of all mistakes before his death.it has been 5 years but pain is a constand reminder that cancer is around and stronger and taking more lifes.

  8. dear kay it has been a long time since my last post. almost 6 years for me and can not get familiar with my new life. Im sorry you feel that way but I must tell you that I also have many bitter days.I do wish the new year to bring some hope to all faraway friends here.as you know Im not that easy with the laguage I would like to expres my feelings and let you know how much you realy helped me when I joined this site .Please find your courage again.love your faraway friend.Teny

  9. I just wanted to say hellow and how sorry Im for all of you new here.It has been 4 years for me and very difficult full of hurt years.sometimes I feel it was only yesterday and then I realise Iv made it for so long alone.As some of you remember I could not visit his grave for 1 year.the next I found confort being there and talking to him.Life has change and Im not the same person but it gets easier and you can find some pleasure in litle things that you would not pay attention when you had your love of your life.Last night I had adream .A lion was in my frond door trying to get through my window roaring the thing is that I was not frightened and knew that it will come and go away.I woke up and realised that is how my grief is now a lion the scares me but goes away.I know for new ones the lion is at your front door and scares you to death.It takes time efford tears deppresion a lot of questions with no answers loosing faith loosing friends but also finding new ones.Some of us here found new relations .Not my case.I wish I could hadle english better to expres myself.Love from far away.TENY

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