I lost Conrad the day after my birthday. He died on November 14, 2004 of morbid obseity which led to respiratory failure. I know it's been about two weeks since he's been gone and I realize that I will probably feel this awful way for a long time. There are times when I can't endure it. We were married for close to 32 years. December 11 would have been 32. I honestly don't know how I'm going to get through the rest of the year. Sometimes, I feel ok and then it hits again and I am a wreck for hours. Love hurts. I don't think I will love again like this. I could not take another loss again. I know my life has changed drastically already so I guess that Ozzie, my dog, and I will go it alone.
I Miss Him And Feel So Sad...
in Loss of a Spouse, Partner, or Significant Other
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Good Evening,
I lost Conrad the day after my birthday. He died on November 14, 2004 of morbid obseity which led to respiratory failure. I know it's been about two weeks since he's been gone and I realize that I will probably feel this awful way for a long time. There are times when I can't endure it. We were married for close to 32 years. December 11 would have been 32. I honestly don't know how I'm going to get through the rest of the year. Sometimes, I feel ok and then it hits again and I am a wreck for hours. Love hurts. I don't think I will love again like this. I could not take another loss again. I know my life has changed drastically already so I guess that Ozzie, my dog, and I will go it alone.