My name is Theresa and I am in a great deal of "pain", if I had to choose a word for what I feel. I don't know how to describe it. My 16 year old son was on his way to school two months ago when he was taken away from us. My children ( I have four terrific sons 22, 18, 16, & 6) are my joy. I live for them and the pain I feel is unspeakable as I know many of you understand. It has been only two months yet the last two weeks have been very hard for me. I don't understand. It seems more like a nightmare today than when we were at the hospital in the PICU. I have lost 15 pounds, I can't sleep, I can't think, I have been trying to go on but a great part of my joy is no longer physically here. I just started counseling, and we (my 6 y/o and myself) will start group soon. It is so difficult todday just carrying out my day to day routines.
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Hi,
My name is Theresa and I am in a great deal of "pain", if I had to choose a word for what I feel. I don't know how to describe it. My 16 year old son was on his way to school two months ago when he was taken away from us. My children ( I have four terrific sons 22, 18, 16, & 6) are my joy. I live for them and the pain I feel is unspeakable as I know many of you understand. It has been only two months yet the last two weeks have been very hard for me. I don't understand. It seems more like a nightmare today than when we were at the hospital in the PICU. I have lost 15 pounds, I can't sleep, I can't think, I have been trying to go on but a great part of my joy is no longer physically here. I just started counseling, and we (my 6 y/o and myself) will start group soon. It is so difficult todday just carrying out my day to day routines.
Thank you for letting me share.