Gypsy

Thank you all so much what wonderful people you are do compassionate and understanding, I have joined a support group starting Feb 7th I pray this dill help me as I am in dire need of help I didn't know I could feel so much pain I loved my husband to death he was my salvation and best friend I just miss him so so much he died of cancer but was not in hospice but was looked after so well in hospital but they couldn't cure him, thanks for you all being there, christine

Thank you Kayc for your kind words and for trying to help me, I don't think I will ever get over the loss of my wonderful Husband who's name is also George, I just pray that in time I will learn to survive without him. christine

This is my first time with this discussion group, I have no idea what to say other than I just recently lost my beautiful husband of 50 yrs 3 months ago, we were married very young me 17 he 21 he was the most wonderful husband, father, friend, brother and human being that could ever be, my true soul mate, I am so lost and broken, my heart is in a million pieces,. I have Two wonderful children and grandchildren, very loving and supportive family and friends but my pain and loneliness do not stop, I miss him so terribly I feel sick, I cry so much especially at night I always asked God to take me first because I am just not strong enough to go through all the pain, but he didn't listen,does anyone out there feel the same and is there anything I can do to try and feel a bit normal again,