Hi all,
I was widowed at the age of 37 nine years ago. I few years after, I had a long, "safe" relationship (safe because it was comfortable and I knew I would never stay in the relationship). Finally, just a little over a year ago, I met a wonderful younger man who really taught me how to love. I loved this person more than I had ever loved anyone.
We had one short year together. Three weeks ago, he lost his life in a motorcycle accident. This was the same way my husband died 9 years ago.
I am in such shock that this is happening again and so heartbroken - I've lost the love of my life. I don't know how to survive this...