GrievingSam

thanks mlg.

i am sorry about the losses of your nans.

looking around the forum has been helping :-)

heya

thank you for the reply. i was starting to think that people weren't active on here is it usually really quiet??

I have found that caring for someone so intimately before they pass sure adds more dimension to the loss.

that's very true. cancer is one of the worst things in the world. it took my nan from a healthy, fun loving woman and turned her into a frail, unable to walk, elderly person who was too scared to sleep alone incase she didnt wake up. watching someone u love go through all of that is nearly as heartbreaking as the actual death

I need you tonight,

I need you today.

I miss you so much,

Since you went away.

I want to feel you close,

I want to feel you near.

I pray to you everyday,

I just wish that you could hear.

I love you so much,

That I hope you know.

I wish I understood the world,

And why you had to go.

Whenever I needed someone,

You were always there.

To give me love and affection,

To give me comfort and care.

I think of you every single day,

And love you more than words can say.

Until we meet again, Nan,

I'll miss you everyday.

Hey everyone,

I have just joined up and I thought I would tell you a little about why I am on here. I have lost 3 people that I am grieving for but the main, and by far teh hardest to cope with is my Nan.

Me and my Nan weren't like a normal Nan and granddaughter. I lived with my Nan from the age of 5 and spent like ALL my time with her. She was more like a Mum to me, a best friend.

I watched her suffer from lung cancer and was there with her from her very first diagnosis until the moment she took her last breath. (about 18 months in total.) She passed away at 11:45pm on 14th June 2007 and my world collapsed.

I hate to say it but I am still not recovered, no where near. She was my Nan, my Mum, my friend, my housemate, my everything.

I miss her with every breath I take and my life feels incomplete without her ....