Hi everyone, I lost my mom to cancer 2 weeks ago, and today was kind of rough. I keep having visions of her walking through the door, and they seem so real I almost believe it will happen. Logically I know she's not coming back, it's just such a strange feeling to not have her here anymore, I feel so empty. I just miss her so much, and I wish she was still here. Everyone keeps telling me it will get better with time, but right now I don't know how I'll ever accept this and learn to live with it.