I just found your website. My husband Jack passed a way March 10th of this year. It happened so quick. He passed of cancer that spread through out hus body and the Dr's siad he had this cancer for at least 2 months before they wer abletoget it completely diagnoised. He came down to the point where he couldnt walk and a loss of appitate. I went tomy mother's funeral In the middle of Februaury and when Icame home he went down very sick with in a week or less He didnt know he had cancer at all. he woke up the 5th and asked to go tothe hospital because he was nauesous, that was the 5th of March. that is when we found out he had cancer and their was nothing they could do. The Dr's gueesed any where from six month and that went down to days. So we broughthim home and hospice came in and he passed ont the 10th of March. I have had time to get used tothe idea that he is not here but it still torments me how quick he went. The thing is Iam stillin limbo and Ifeel lost and lonesome even though I amliving with my daughter We had jack cremated and that is bothering me because I feel like when jhe was cremated that I may have commited a sinby having him creamated. I dontknow where to lookin the bible tofind out if we were in the wrong in doing t his/ His URN is sitting on the matle on the fireplace and Iaskmy daughter toput it a way for now. And she wont let me move him. I dont know what I feel aboutmy futer as myhusband was almost 73 by 5 days and I am 65, I am healthey and would like toeventually get my own place as I have nohome of my own and my Aunt told me toto take it one day at a time and one step at a time I did spend a month in Oregon with my other daughter and it helped me a lot because I was busy Iamnot busy and Idont drive and no buses here in Georgia in Augusta and Iget upset because Icant get out and go places whenI want .I love to walk but it is tohumid and hot forme to get out and do that soI guess Iam wondering if any one here would be interested in becoming friends with me and be a friend I docrafts of all sots but Ialsostay in my room a lot because their is nothing else for me to do here. Thanks for lettimg me exspressmyself and feeling here Mary Ann
