My Grandmother,Dad's mother, passed away on 10/11/09. I still cry just about every night. I really don't know how I am going to make it through Thanksgiving.
My Grandfather is stil living. Last year when I lost my other Grandmother, Thanksgiving was not so hard. We had not done Thanksgiving at her house for years and her husband had died years ago, so there was not a "survivor".
Thanksgving will be hard because we are still having it at my granparent's house. I don't know if I can go into the house and not cry the entire time.
I know I need to be there for my Grandfather, dad, mom, but I feel like my crying the whole time will only put a damper on everyone else, who will be trying to help my Grandfather not think of missing my Grandmother.
How do you handle the "first" Holidays, Birthdays, Anniversary's, etc???
