CharsMum

Can someone explain "Leaning Into The Pain," and what I have to do? I lost my daughter fourteen months ago, and I think I'm loosing my mind. Between life continuing forward, bills, surviving children, working, etc., there's hardly time to grieve and I know I'm stuffing my feelings - yet, I don't know how to really get started. I'm better today than I was the days, weeks and months just after her passing;yet, I know there are feelings inside me I keep ignoring and I don't understand why.

CharsMum

Dear Beth:

I lost my daugher in February 05 and I understand exactly what you've written. I don't know how we move forward - or is it that life just moves onward and we're 'stuck' somewhere between faith and disbelief? Truly, it's only my faith that gets me through these horrid days. Insomnia is my biggest enemy and nothing I do helps. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

Hugs ~ CharsMum