i lost my dad five years ago and i havent completely gotten over it then i lost my mom two weeks ago i havent been sleeping very good my appitite went too.my moms funeral will be friday and i don't think i am ready to say goodbye.even though i was'nt the baby of the family i was spoiled by my dad i could do no wrong cause he would always save me he walkeed me down the isle when i got married was always there for me.i was close to my mother also she always depended on me i always enjoyed doing everything with my mom now she is gone i am glad she went in piece and not in pain.i miss her so much and in the mornings sometimes i can still smell her favorite perfume and it grings back alot of memories i miss her so much i just cant say goodbye yet but i know i got to for my own sake.