Eteh

Thanks so much for all of the help and support. I really should try to exercise. I also started going to OA and am talking to a social worker at the hospital about my grief. I think it's really important to take action and to reach out. I hate feeling like I want to cry all the time. Staying connected to people on here and sharing with eachother seems to really help me. thanks again.

My father was killed in a motorcycle accident about two years ago and about two weeks ago my grandfather (father's father) killed himself. He shot himself in the head. I talked to him the week before he did this and he said he was a little down. He never ever would complain about anything so maybe I should have seen it as a sign. He always would say he was doing just fine. My aunt (dad's sis) said that father's day was very hard for him this year. My dad was his only son and he also lost his wife 9 years ago. I feel so bad for my aunt who is the only one left in the family. She found her dad like this and said it was mortifying. She also misses her brother, my dad a lot. thanks for reading my story -- any words of support would really help. i really feel like i need to talk about this. ive been depressed since my dad's death and dont know how to get myself out of this. thanks for being here for me. eteh

I find myself eating constantly until I feel sick. I know this isn't healthy, nor is the weight gain associated with it. Has anyone else experienced this as a way of coping? I need to find a way to stop overeating. I feel like I have no power over this and it's actually making the depression worse. I feel like I want to cry all the time. thanks for reading. eteh