Shadowofadoubt

I am deeply sorry for your loss, and understand the terrible pain you are experiencing. I lost my partner, the light and love of my life, just two weeks ago, prior to which she had been in a coma for a fortnight. The shock and grief is unbearable, and the house is painfully quiet and empty. Coping day by day has not been an option, as my mood can change rapidly from hour to hour. I can only hope that your pain becomes bearable over time, although I am aware that time on its own is insufficient, and that conscious effort is required. I am enormously grateful that this forum exists, as whist others can sympathize, only a few unfortunate others can truly understand. My thoughts are with you.