mik

Lost my father February 23, 2018

I have not lost one, but two of the men I love.  The world keeps spinning and I am still here....

Still hanging in there...Fall can be a cold time of the year......

Still so sad about Lillypuss....sigh

Why is this so hard for me to understand?

Why is this so hard for me to understand?

I am missing him so much today!

Please..someone tell me this will all end soon?

I just dont have the stregth to keep going on with this...

I just dont have the stregth to keep going on with this...

still mourning his loss every single day....

still mourning his loss every single day....

I wish he were here with me...just a harder day than most....

I wish he were here with me...just a harder day than most....

I miss him....sigh

I am still here..and he is gone.

How does one ever go on..life as I have known it is over..what is on the horizon?

It is spring and I miss him and his flowers...

I am getting by day by day..it is getting a litle bit eaiser.

His death seems like yesterday...

sigh.....

Taking it a day at a time...

Healing, slowly but surly...

Updated my profile intrests...was thinking about the things I still like even though he is not there to share them with me...a step in a good direction...

I guess I will get used to my new status...."single"....sigh....