Lina

Yes I understand that...one moment you think you may well survive somehow and the next you feel as though you can't and don't wish to. Life whirls by and yet you have been paused...the death of your beloved has paused your life and you shall never catch up with the rest of the world again. That is how I feel sometimes. I feel a bit like half a person, floating through the infinite mom...

Thank you for leaving me a message today and for thinking about me. I am ok, I guess...pretty depressed, lots of apathy at the moment. I have been having a hard time remembering why I want to continue, but I keep on keeping on anyway.

How are you doing?