lostjackie

I lost my mom five years ago, my dad four years ago, and my partner two years ago. I should be ...what? moving on? where? I go to work and I come home. I feel like I cried for years. For my mom, for my dad, and then for Jim and for all of them and for me as well. I stopped crying on a regular basis last year, now I cry only when a memory sweeps me away. I feel so lost and so alone...