Hello Even tho it's been almost 7 months since I lost my husband, I am still so lost and lonely. We spent 46 years together, and were truly best friends. We RV'd for 6-7 months each year to get out of the heat, now the road seems so empty and unfriendly. I sold the 45'er that we had and have purchased a 30'er. I'm tryng to keep RVing and get out of the heat, but I just cry at almost every place I go, simply knowing he's not with me. When I'm here, it is so lonely too. It seems when the sun goes down or the weekends come, friends all forget about us. I was fortunate in that I was able to be his care-giver the last months of his life. He had cancer that spread to the brain. I was able to keep him here at home with me so that he could pass at home. Maybe his passing here in the house is what makes me "run home" when I do go out. It just seems safer here and closer to him. Some days it seems like I am just waiting to join him, and find release from this awful journey and pain. As you've guessed by now, this is not a good day for me. Sheri