I've been reading the other posts, which has helped me realize being broke up with after a death is not uncommon...but it still rips my heart apart.
My girlfriend & I were so tight, best friends, soul to soul connection, the most amazing relationship I have ever known.
Her brother recently died unexpectedly & suddenly. At first she reached out to me like she always had. But in the last month & a half she has gotten angry over things that normally wouldnt upset her. She stopped saying any terms of endearment, and didnt tell me she loves me. She told me she didnt have the energy for a relationship and needed space. I backed off but things just got more & more cold. She still talked to me but the conversations were distant.
A couple weeks ago she told me she doesnt feel anything and doesnt have time for a relationship. I reminded her of our history and how just a little while ago she was calling me baby and saying I love you. How could she have no feelings for me so quickly. I am in love with this woman and am just trying to understand. I have been asking God what to do. I understand she is hurting & angry, I just never imagined this would break us up. I'm crushed and have cried alot. I also dont understand how she can talk to people on her Google+, but not me, which then gets me worried she may be interested in someone else. This whole situation has rocked my world and I'm normally unrockable so to speak.
I went to church and was told I need to lay the relationship down like Abraham layed Isaac down. Its hard to do. I miss her & what we had. I want to wait and know I need to be obedient to what God has told me to do. I just love her and dont wanna lose her forever. I would appreciate any prayers and help you could give...either as someone in my situation or hers.
Thank you and Merry Christmas
