well, its been 6 days since that horrible morning and it hurts so much to the very depth of me. I was taking her out for her morning walk and she was done with her business and I was ready to take her back in the house. She was a house dog..we live in an apartment. We were across the street and then I thought of what my nephew said how I should let her run around more ..I just wanted to make her happy, it happend so fast . Another loose dog came and distracted her and she ran in the street. The car came out of nowhere, it was early,hardly any cars driving around. I was right there next to the curb and i couldnt see, couldnt stop it, but I heard my love,my heart, get run over..I started screaming and my family came out..It was like i was in another body, so much in shock. She died in the street..I am beyond heartbroken..I feel like a part of me is missing, my heart..She was my other half..she was always with me..Its so hard,missing her and knowing I will never have her to hug and kiss. To not be able to show her the long and happy long life she deserved. She was a part of my soul. I never had a bond like that with any animal. She was the first pet/companion I ever had. I feel so lonely and I have family. No one, human or animal can fill her place in my heart. She changed me for the better, showed me compassion, patience, unconditional uncomplicated love. My little Roaddog;-)..I loved my Baby and miss her so much, I dont know how to be without her.