Hi Marie, It's normal to be feeling the way that you are. 2and 1/2 weeks ago is so recent. I'm so sorry for your loss. We lost our cat Koko Mar 3rd. It took me such a long time to be able to eat and not to be crying all the time ,I felt so depressed, nothing seemed worthwhile,.I can promise you though ,that things will get better. In time you'll be able to have good memories, and yes you will always feel that twinge when you think about your loss, but you won't feel such intense pain. I know I've been there. So Marie remember your sweet pet isn't gone . he's just living in your heart instead of your home & no-one can take that away from you. Anne