sharirouse

Feeling kind of suffocated. I feel bad since its around the holidays and I am leaving to school soon again but I just want to be alone with my thoughts and work through them. Its hard to explain that to some people. I dont want to offend my mom but Im getting cranky cause I dont want to talk a lot and she keeps wondering why. When we were there saying goodbye to Abbi, she told me this is why she doesnt get attached to pets and I completely understand. 

For some reason I thought that grieving over other things would be easier since my dad died. Not so much. Dad had Liver issues and my dog has kidney failure. All I can say is thank GOD it was not cancer! Does anyone know how I can get to the Rainbow Bridge? I dont know if I can let go of this dog. My dad talks to me but how do I stay connected to this furry thing?