My girlfriend of the last two years passed away three weeks ago from alcohol poisoning and I'm not sure what next steps I should do. We were deeply in love and had talked about having a future together. She suffered from alcoholism and possibly bi-polor disorder which made things very difficult for her and ultimately took her life.
One thing I'm not sure what to do about are her possessions. Her brother is coming over today and will be taking away some of her furniture and already I'm feeling like my girlfriends presence in my life will be a passing memory. I feel like that Gotye song "Someone that I Used To Know" and I hate the idea of not only just losing her, but losing all the contributions she made to our home. It makes me happy and feel like she is still with me seeing her clothes, decorations and artwork around. She really made our crappy apartment into something special.
The main issue I'm having is that I'm only 27 years old and I know that realistically one day I will need to move on and will date again. I dont want to wake up one day in a new relationship and realize that I need to throw all of my girlfriends things away because I have moved on. This is why I've decided that her brother and mother should end up collecting 99% of her possessions. I'm thinking I should make a photo book with great photos of her and us, keep all the love notes she wrote me, a bottle of her perfume she left and the necklace I gave her which holds sentimental value. Outside of these I might keep a painting she made.
Anyway going through this is really tough and I just wanted to see what other people have done in similar situations. Do you keep all the nicknacks, furniture, jewelry, decorations, etc or do you let them go and move on? She was a very important person in my life and deserves being remembered, but I also want to respect any future relationships that I might be in and not have my place covered in things that remind me of her.
Thanks